Wednesday, June 30, 2004

Who's My Mr. Right?

Who's My Mr. Right? I wanted to know this so I took this test and here are my results and I think there pretty accurate. My answers are well balanced and I don't lean toward one way, except he doesn't have to be sporty.

I scored 30%
The Sensitive Guy
Isn't he sweet? You definitely go for the guy who has a serious case of feelings -- whether he wears them on his sleeve or not. Manners seem important to him, and to you. And it's a good bet your soul mate would as easily tune in to ballads on the radio as he would stage a protest against cruelty to animals. Tapping into his soft side, however, may not always be so easy. A guy who's clued in to his feelings may also be protective of them. So if you find yourself face-to-face with one of these sweeties, don't wait for him to make the first move. Let him know you want to get to know him better. Sensitive types think with their heart as well as their brain -- he'll get the hint.

I scored 30%
The Confident Chap
You definitely know what you want -- a guy who's sure of himself. It's this self-assuredness that has gotten him where he wants to be. Perhaps he's at the top of the corporate ladder, the president of his condo board or the most sought-after when his friends need advice. What you gain in a relationship with this guy is a companion who knows most of the answers and will make you feel safe and cared for. As great as this type of support can be, the reality is that your ideas and his won't always mesh. And once you tell him your take on a situation, he may argue with you and try to get you to see things his way. Don't let this get you down or make you stop thinking for yourself. As long as you don't let his strong personality overpower you or take away your independence, you and Mr. Confident can make quite a pair. After all, a difference in opinions makes any relationship more interesting.

I scored 20%
The Fun-Loving Fellow
Party on! Whether at a gathering with friends or in line at a movie, you pick out the most personable guy of the group, and it's easy to see why: You enjoy a good time and a good laugh and need someone who can appreciate these as much as you do. A man like this is great to have in your life because he can hold his own in any situation, and with anybody. The one downside is that he is not necessarily discerning. He may as easily chat up your three-year-old niece as his beautiful next-door neighbor. But don't let his flirting be his fatal flaw; instead, remember it's what drew you to him in the first place. But do keep in mind that his "playfulness" may make it tough for him to settle down.

I scored 10%
The Sporty Stud
In your arena, this guy is number one. You favor a man who likes football over one who brings flowers. Why? For starters, you're attracted to a competitive spirit and the drive to win. Not to mention, a guy who loves the game is probably pretty playful. Translated into a relationship, these qualities can be top-notch, although the same qualities that initially attract you may also drive you crazy. A competitive guy, for instance, may make a terrific athlete, but that same quality may also make him feel like he's in competition for your feelings -- with your friends, your family, your job and so on. Likewise, you may sometimes feel like you're in competition with his friends, athletic hobbies, etc. But remember, this type of man considers himself a team player, which means that in a relationship, you'll be able to count on him to be supportive, interested in your opinions and willing to work together to make the two of you a winning pair.



Tuesday, June 29, 2004

Beauty

Beauty, Is such crap!
------People who would never have looked at me before are now fanning over me and I don't know if I like it. I have learned the hard way not to give the correct phone number. Buck, is now my voice message... Anyway that is another story. I seem to have become self indulgent over myself. The prep factor is much more now that, I care what I look like. Is this wrong or is this part of growing and becoming more worldly, and experiencing new horizons. I think people have lower expectations of me now that I have looks. I feel this creates less pressure for me and I can be more playful. I feel more like a different person, because I'm in a masquerade. Some say you are more yourself when you are undercover. Maybe this is who I am? Isn't that a scary thought. I'm so super fiscal, not of other people, but of myself. Do I have such low standards. I want to be of the mind, but my subconscious self is only of the body.... Is there a balance? If so can I find it before I fail at life, or worse do some thing so horrible I regret it.....

Saturday, June 19, 2004

Preparation

Is being prepared, expecting something or preventing the unexpected? I have made conscious decisions not to be prepared and tackle the possible inciting incidents. Is this wrong? I wonder this, is every decision that I make affecting the rest of my existence. When I sets up to do something, am I deigning my fate or preventing fatal disasters. Dose every decision that is made have to be set in stone? I know my actions are unchangeable, because it is the past. My decisions are in the present and future and should I thoroughly think through everything or just roll with it. My direction in life has me going the opposite direction on a one way street. Should I change my direction in life if I have nothing to change it to?

Hazards

I need to ward off boys for awhile, since I am a hazard to myself when they are around. They seem to make me do things out of character, or is that really who I am. It is the strangest feeling knowing that there is this dark side to your personality. Once you know about this dark side what do you do about it. Is it a good thing or is it a bad thing. It must be part of my personality if I did it.

Thursday, June 17, 2004

GO SLOW!!!!

I have to start driving the speed limit now, this really bites, because it is fun to speed. I just got my second speeding ticket in the last 6 mouths. I am still on my probation license and I will most likely lose my license. This sucks! The worst thing is that it was in about the same place as the first ticket. The Howard police have it in for me. I know it. I was only doing 47 mph in a 25 mph zone. Is that so bad?

Wednesday, June 16, 2004

I'm sorry about the long absence.

This is my first blog and I wish to make it a good one. I've had things happening in my life and it has made things vary screwed up lately. I have realized, I don't have a personality. I morph to fit other people and let their views become my own. I intend to use this blog to explore my likes and my dislikes. I want to discover who I am and keep a record of it. This is less of a record of my life, than a record of WHO I AM!